When u sent me that blank msg...
And didn't reply me...
I seriously thought u were in some kind of trouble...
I was panicking...
I really hoped that nothing happened...
But turns out i'm just too paranoid...
U probably just accidentally pressed the wrong button...
And u didn't reply me cos I'm just a waste of ur time...
Right?
It's so hard to suppress these tears...
Maybe i should really let go of everything...
Leave all the sufferings behind...
And who knows...
Maybe heaven is really that place where u can just live in peace for the rest of eternity...
Or maybe hell is not that bad too...
Maybe the physical and spiritual pain will numb all these psychological pain...
I really should end everything...
Shouldn't I?
After all i'm not even worth something to u,who's my everything...
So why should I bother with life anymore?
Would u even stop me if I said I'm leaving for real?
Would u believe me?
Would u even care?
Would u even listen to me?
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