Denial...

"How can u ask if i love u? Look at all that I've done with u. If it's not love, then what is?"

-Sarah, from Mitch Albom's "Have a Little Faith"

I miss u...

All the times we spent together...

All the laughter we shared...

The frustrations...

The tears i shed over u...

The long talks...

There was never a dull moment when u're around...

My pain, they all seem to disappear when u're there...

My sorrows turn into joy when i see u...

U accepted me for what i was...

I...

Really can't bear being apart from u...

When i'm not with u...

It's very painful for me...

If only I can find someway...somehow...to get these feelings across to u...

If only I can make u realise how much u mean to me...

I don't want u to be unhappy...

And if that unhappiness is caused by being with me, then i will keep on staying away,keeping my distance as what I'm doing now...

But deep down,I still hope that u can give me a chance...

Ultimately,all i want is for u to be happy...

Even if i have to sacrifice everything...

Efforts...

Perseverance...

My smiles...

My laughter...

My self-worth...

My self-esteem...

My confidence...

My everything...

There's nothing I won't do for u just so that i can see those beautiful smiles of yours...

Isn't all these what love is about?

Sacrificing at the cost of myself...

Putting u in front of everything else...

Maybe I'm still not perfect...

I can't love you without expecting returns...

But I do want u to be happy...

I try my hardest to make u happy...

Even if it's killing me inside...

Can u deny me?

Can u deny my feelings?

Can u deny that all that I've done and what I will and can do for u is not a form of love?

I'm not a perfect person...

Far away from perfect...

But I will try my best to change for the better for you...

Please don't disappear from my life...

Look at all that I've done and what i will and can do for u...

If it's not love, then what would u call it?