Fallen Shinigami

Life is short...

Every moment we spend breathing...

There's a chance of us losing our lives...

And that's why...

I had to tell u my feelings...

My heart was beating fast...

I could feel my chest burning...

It's heavy...

I really fear that I'll completely lose u forever from my life...

But...

I don't wanna regret not saying a single thing...

I really care about u...

I will sacrifice anything for u...

That's why I even sacrificed my pride...

My hair...

Even knowing that it'll turn out freaky...

And I won't be mad at u...

Because it's u...

In the end I didn't manage to say everything...

I'm lying to u...

I'm sorry...

I told u i'll just be ur bro forever...

But i really hope u'll come to accept me one day...

Telling u that I'll remain as ur bro...

Is the only way that i can stay by ur side...

The bus ride home was the longest i've had from ur house...

Mixed feelings...

I was glad that i managed to tell u part of my feelings...

But...

A tinge of regret remains...

If only i wasn't such a coward...

If only i told u everything...

Sadness was overflowing...

U weren't moved at all...

Can't u even feel a tiny bit of my feelings for u?

It's painful...

I felt like crying...

But how can i do so in front of strangers and my family?

I won't give up...

Cause u're worth it...

U're worth everything i have...