Fallen Shinigami

I'm just so weak...

And worthless...

I guess there's not much value in both me and my life...

I wanted to be at least something to u...

Cause u're the only one makes me feel alive...

U actually made me feel like, "hey, there's someone who actually cares about me."

So i wanted to be of importance to u...

But...

This isn't the case now right?

What's my worth?

When I'm not even worth something to my everything?

What's my value in life?

To help people?

Well yea i do want to help people like me...

To prevent them from being like me...

Maybe that way i'll at least feel some relieve...

But how can i do that if i cant even help myself?

And I'd rather not be everything to everyone...

I'd prefer being something to u...