My personality from handwritingwizard.com

Saw this on Rochelle's blog and decided to give it a try :D
Personally, i think about 90% to 95% of this is true...

Albert uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Albert does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Albert will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Albert is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Albert doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Albert is sensitive to criticism about his ideas and philosophies. He will sometimes worry what people will think if he tells them what he believes in. This doesn't mean he won't talk, or that he feels ashamed. It merely means he is sensitive to what others think, regarding his beliefs.

Albert is secretive. He has secrets which he does not wish to share with others. He intentionally conceals things about himself. He has a private side that he intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in his past.

Albert has a desire for attention. People around Albert will notice this need. He may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on his own character.

Albert is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Albert learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won't forget.

Albert is a methodical thinker, therefore he is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, he often loses to rapid thinking people because he is thinking thirty minutes later about what he should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

He may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once he gets it, he can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, he can handle it better than most.

Albert's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Albert that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Albert also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Albert is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Albert's self-concept is artificially low. Albert will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Albert to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Albert is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Albert is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Albert is selective when picking friends. He does not trust everyone. He has a select group of people that are truly close to him, usually two or three. He is careful when choosing his inner circle of friends.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Albert has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper and the writing seems to be moving leftward as it creeps down the page. If this is true, then Albert has an unhealthy relationship to something in the present and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Albert seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Albert seems to be clinging to past events, withdrawing, and spending lots of time thinking about what happened or what might happen in the future. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin and face his demons.

Re-opening

Hi hi everyone :)

After so long...i finally decided to blog again...
Decided to check my tagbox to see whether there are some tags left behind by others...
There were quite a few haha...
Finally knew that there are people reading my blog :)

Well...let's start things off with what happened today...
Was feeling super tired and frustrated today...
Only had 2½ hours of sleep last night...

Was chiong-ing my group project proposal with my group leader...(only both of us did until so late)
Was quite fed up with one of my groupmates(who shall remain as anonymous)
He is such a freeloader!!!

Everytime ask him go for meeting he always have some kind of excuse to get out of the meetings...
When we forced him to do his work,he anyhow copy one paragraph from some website and said he did his work...
Ytd ask him go online help us do stuffs he didnt even come online at all...
The worst part was that last time when we confronted him, he was the one who got angry at us and indirectly implied that we were "wrongly accusing him" of not doing his work...
I really dunno what to do with him anymore...

That put me in quite a foul mood today...
Apparently,that didnt stop others from disturbing me...
I thought it was quite clear that i was in no mood for jokes,but some people are just too ignorant...
Someone really pushed my wrong buttons...
And I told him to shut up with a kind of an agry tone + a cold stare...
That put him to silence...

Had interhouse games for table tennis today...
So pathetic...
For the boys, only 3 pairs signed up...(there were others but they left somewhere and didnt come back)
Hmmm but not bad la...managed to clinch the title of "champions" haha...

After interhouse, I went to north point with Audrey,Jo and Lydia to go and grab dinner...
Then had a long walk to the bus stop and then home-d...

So many things have happened these past 11 days...
Both sorrows and joy...

But I seem to have lost all my will to blog...
Firstly,had been very busy with project work and homework and tests...
Secondly,no one ever seems to visit my blog...No tags or anything...

And so...
I'm thinking of closing this blog...
Since it's so dead anyway...

Thx to all those who spent time reading this blog in the past...

Couldnt sleep at all the last night...
Went to school half tired and half energetic...
By the 3rd lesson(which is chem), was feeling super tired and sleepy...
Managed to keep awake somehow...

After chem was break...
Something super funny happened to my friend while we were changing LOL..
Then talked and talked...
Super awake by the end of break...

After that on to maths lesson...
Today super funny la...Grandpa See super funny...
He act like small kid like that...
Make my sleepiness drift off somewhere LOL...
Next lesson was GP, but teacher nvr come...
So...slacking time!!! haha...
Went to library to sleep while the rest were talking about some dirty perverted stuff...
Had no interest in it + was super tired...

Went for PCCT for target setting and then go for Admiralty house cheer meeting...
Then walked around school for a bit before going to North Point Library to study with Audrey...
After studying, was going to Long John Silver but me up with Shu Li unexpectedly...
She joined us to get dinner in Long John Silver...

So after that we went home...
Dammit...I was like cursed or something...
Missed 2 buses...Then waited very long for the 3rd bus...
Then halfway, the 3rd bus suddenly break down...WTF???
Then just nice break down at some deserted place...
Wait for 4th bus even longer than wait for 3rd bus zzz
Then inside the 4th bus fell asleep even though i told myseld not to sleep...
Zzz...Overshot all the way to Geylang...
Damn suay la...
Super frustrated now...
Now no more time to revise for maths module test liao zzz...

Sigh...

Yeah!!!
The weekend's finally here...
Been looking foward to it for so long...
Finally have some time for a good rest...
School work's making me super busy...
Tests + GPP + PI = nightmare...
Had to sleep for 3 hours only every day...
And on Thursday night, when i could finally sleep early, my sleeping problem just had to kick in...
Damn it all...
Went to school super frustrated on Friday...
It's like something inside me was boiling...
But luckily my friends were there to cheer me up XD
Thx everyone =)

Must make use of this long weekend...
To study and catch up on things...
I only got "on the dot" passing marks for many tests...
So I gotta work a lot harder...
Maths module test is coming up too...
Damnn.............
Ok enuff le...
I've had enough of this...
I'm going to study to at least pass my tests with a C...

Slacking day =)

Today is quite slack... o.O
It's really a miracle that there are almost no work to do for today...
This is like once in a blue moon...
But luckily it happened today...
Really needed a break...
Had been sleeping for only 3 hours everday for 3 days...
I thought I was going to break down soon...

By the end of today, I was really,really tired...
Had very litlle energy left...
Everyone was like...Albert,why so emo?/Don't revert back to emo mode...
LOL...I wasn't really emo...Just tired...
Accompanied sis, Joleena and Chen to Mac's
I couldnt take it anymore and just fell asleep there...
While everyone were eating and chatting away, I was there taking my nap o.O
My nap lasted around 45 min or more...
That's how tired I was...
But i feel refreshed and recharged after my nap :D

Did the last question for maths homework on the bus...
After that, I was looking outside...
Then suddenly, I got an inspiration for my PI :DD
Lucky me =3

Ok so now don't really need to do anything else for the day...
Slack slack slack haha =)

Fatigue

Been 1½ week since i last posted...
Really couldn't find time...
Been like super busy with homework and tests and stuffs...(especially PI)
Only slept 4 hours last night and didn't sleep at all the night before that...
Despite all that...
I barely made it for my tests...
Got E for both chem and phy lecture test...
Need to start studying super hard...
Else I'll be retained next year...
Stressed...
Depressed...
Anxious...
ZZZ...
Need someone to give me a good advice on what to do...
I can't even think properly anymore...
Going to be swallowed up by fatigue soon...

Chained Reaction of Unluckiness

Today is an extremely shitty day...
Studied for physics lecture test during the weekends...
But in the end today go lecture theatre for test still dunno how to do...

Sigh...
I sacrificed maths homework to study for physics...
I thought that the teacher will go through in class...So i didnt do...Since my teacher never checks...
In the end he never go through but must pass up...so i got screwed up badly...
Had to stay back for "extra lessons" which is something like detention but he asked us to do more work there...

After i finished had to rush for table tennis training...
Was already super late...
But still need to run 2.4km for physical training...

After training,
I went to the bus stop but i missed my bus...had to wait for another 30 min...
When i was about to reach home, I just noticed that i misplaced my table tennis bat...
Then i went WTF?????
Dammit la...

I think I left it when i was doing some stuffs for the teacher and coach...

They were like vice-captain,go and give out this schedule to everyone,vice-captain,go see if there are any more balls lying around...Then I forgot to put my bat back into my bag...
I frantically sms-ed everyone for the teacher in charge's hp no...
He said tomorrow he'll help me open up the dungeon...

But i dunno if my bat will still be there...
Let's pray that it will be there...
The bat holds many memories for me...
So I'm super sad...

Sigh...
All this started from yesterday...
I wonder why once one thing goes wrong, everything starts to go wrong too...

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Me against my family

Today is an incredibly GREAT day...

And on this FANTASTIC day,
everyone in my family just turned against me...again...(lost track of the counts)
and the credits goes to my bro...yet again...

Started the day with a heavy revision for physics lecture test...
Then continued with chemistry...
Studied with only small breaks in between...
So i was damn tired...
Needed a break...
So i decided to play one dota match...
Had to do it secretly,coz my parents are super strict...

My bro was also playing dota and he was losing...
Being the crazy asshole that he is,
he will cry and scream and become enraged when he loses a game...
He started throwing his tantrums and sputing random bullshits...

At this time,my parents asked us to go and change...
We were going to meet up with a property agent who would show us our possible new condo...
Our house just got sold and we are going to move soon...
I didnt recall saying that i wanted to go view the condo as i had simply too much things to do...
My bro was the mouth that kept on saying "i wanna go see the condo"
So now when the time came, he didnt want to go...And he was barking and barking...

And unfortunately,I was the target of his temper...again...
He was screaming at me,forcing me to go...And when i said i didnt want to go,he told my mum that i was playing secretly...
She flared up at me...asking me to reflect on how i did for my Os...
I was just taking a small 1hour break...And suddenly i become a wronged victim of untimely circumstances...My dad butted in too and gave me a lecture...My bro added fuel to the fire by saying that if i didnt go,i would play secretly at home...

In the end,I didnt go along with them,but before they left,they gave me a long,cold stare...
Sigh...
Why must i be the one to always get into this complicated mess...
I'm tired of this...
I'm sick of this...

I've had enough pressure and stress from school work...
And now,I have to face this...
How i wish i can run away...
My sanctuary have turned into hell...
Cant wait for tomorrow...
The day when i can talk to my friends...
And forget this horrible nightmare...

Sigh...
I just want a peaceful and carefree life...

Failure upon failure

Sigh...
Today was screwed up...

Slept late last night...
But still had to go for PE...
Luckily the training wasnt that tough compared to usually...

Had Maths exam for Statistics
But the moment i tried to do the questions
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I blanked out...
Couldnt remember everything i studied...
And after staying up late until 1am-2am for two nights...
*Sigh*
Why did this have to happen to me....
I don't feel like moving on anymore...

Damn it...
Fate...
Why are u always so cruel towards me?

*Sigh*
To everyone else who took the exam, good luck to all of u...

Wow...
Been forever since i last posted...
Can't help it =(
JC life is so busy...

Ok...
So today was like any other wednesdays...
Except the fact that all lessons end earlier by 10min =)
So we ended up getting dismissed at around 12noon...
Had to wait for 2½ hours for my cca to start =(
Ok so me,Rayson,Zhi Hui went to the library...
Our purpose was to study but i got sidetracked XP
Met Nigel and talked to him about dota and stuff o.O
Then time just flew by...
And it was time to go for table tennis lol :D

Anyway,
Today we settled lots of things...
All the admin stuff and schedule...
And we had our first REAL training =P
Was very tiring...
But I found it fun :DD

And guess what?
They chose the "successors" to the diff posts today...
I got saboh-ed by Nigel zzz
He shout out my name for the vice captain post...
Then Kah Hwa,Sean and Titus was like
Albert...
Albert...
Kept repeating my name over and over again...
And so...
I got the vice captain post...
Damn unexpected sia...

Ok la...
Quite happy about it :D
But confirm need to do lots of stuff de...
So will be more busy than ever...
But I will try even harder...
To give everything my best effort...

Jiayou to myself haha XP
If I am not a good leader pls tell me and I will try to change =)
Nitez ppl...Sweet dreams

Unlucky day

Havent posted for a while...

Ok...
Today started out badly...
Woke up super late...
Knocked my toe against the cupboard super hard as i was getting out of the bed...
Noticed that it was like 7.00am after i finished taking a shower...
Then...

Chionged!!!
Didnt even have time to go eat breakfast...
*sigh*
Couldnt reach scool on time if i took a bus...
So decided to take a taxi...

The taxi driver didnt know the way to YJ...
So had to circle around for quite a bit...
*sigh*
Total taxi fare amounted up to $15.00
Left me broke for the week...zzz

Lessons was as usual...
Sometimes boring...
Sometimes funny...
And at other times interesting...

Had break at 12.10pm
Went off to Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School at around 1.00pm
The girls had a match against NYJ
While we had a match against NJ
*sigh*
We lost in the end...
But not bad la...
Arthur and me managed to win one set from the super strong NJ for our doubles match =)
While the captain mangaed to win one set for his singles match
So yea we were quite happy XP

Ok so that's it for today folks =)
No more countdown till competition...
Competition officially started today =)

Today was quite fun too...
But too tired to post about the details...
So i wont...

Days left till competition starts : 4

Fun day

Today was tiring...............
But cant deny the fact that it was fun too...

Was feeling a bit down this afternoon...
Zhi Hui was up to his usual self...
Being a joker,teasing me around for everything...
Really couldnt take it anymore...
And snapped...
He said something which apparently i cant remember what...
And i replied...
Anyone got hear dog barking?
I know i was super bad...
But i couldnt control myself at that point of time...
Now im regretting it...

Got CCA until around 6.oopm
Joked around with my table tennis friends for awhile...
They were really high =) couldnt sit down at one place and talk...
They pangseh me to look for their friend at around 6.45pm... =(
So had to study on my own =(

Felt very lonely...So went to the old canteen to look for leon...
Waited for Jia Min,Lydia and Audrey until around 7.30pm
Did my homework while waiting for them...

At one point of the time,
I finally solved one question that really bothered me...
I was stuck on that question since yesterday night...
Had some mixed feelings about solving the question...

Firstly,was happy to finally be able to solve the question...

Secondly,was damn fed up with the question...I used the H2 Maths method to try and find the answer but couldnt do it...Solved the question using SECONDARY SCHOOL EMATHS method...I was like WTF?????The answer was buried right under my nose but it took me like total 3hours+++ to find it...zzz

After that,walked to the MRT station with the rest...
Split at athe MRT station,only Audrey and me left...
Accompanied her to north point to buy snack...
Then sat down at the park and talked about some random stuff...

By the time we left the park,it was around 8.30 i think...
Walked with Audrey to the bus stop...
Was crapping and joking around all the way haha...

When we reached the bus stop,she waited for my bus to come =)
Waaa very nice rite?
No wonder she's my good sis =)

Did some more of my maths question in the bus...
Checked my phone after i finished...
Received an sms from my good sis =)
Then smsed her all the way till i reach home =)

Ok so that is the end for today... XD
Thx for reading =)

Days left till competition starts : 5

Days left till competition starts : 6

Back to school

Ok...
One week break's over...
Time to go back to school...
Never thought I'd say this but...I miss school...LOL
Staying at home was really boring...Nothing to do...Rotting to death...
Although school life's busy,it's quite fun actually...
Miss talking to everyone haha...
Chionged (do this word even exist?) my GP homework yesterday...
In the end also nvr pass up =( hahaha...suay
School today was fun...
All the talking...And joking around...Got rid of my boredom =)
Only got 55.7% for my maths module test...
Super sad sia...
haha ok...so that's it for today...

Stressed out...
Days left till competition starts : 7

Studying in Library

Second post of my blog...
Was supposed to meet larry and leon yap at 10.30 in YCK mrt...
However,reached early at 10.05 and got nothing to do...
Smsed leon to ask where is he...
Turned out both larry and him overslept XD
Library only opened at 11.00 so had alot of time to spend zzz
Walked around north point for ½ hour...
Smsed Audrey for ½ hour...
Then library opened...
Many kiasu ppl waited in front of the library gate, waiting for the gate to be opened...
When it was finally opened,everyone rushed in...
First time went to the library in north point,so didnt know where the seats are...
By the time i found out where the seats are, all the seats had been occupied =(
Studied for 1 hour before leon yap came at 12.00
Jia Min smsed me...
Asked me to scold leon yap for making me wait for so long =P
Larry came abit later...
As we were studying,suddenly rayson came up to us...didnt expect to meet him there =)
So we talked and studied...until edmund and aaron came...
Then we went for lunch...
Met up with zhi hui in the food court...
Zhi hui and aaron went back to the library while the rest of us went to comics connection to look at accessories...
Left at 3 for home...
Got chinese tuition at 5...
Tuition was sucky...
The compo that took me 2hr to do was marked as crap...
She didnt even teach me how to do the compo or the format and she still can say that zzz
Teacher gave me a ton of homework...
As if I dont have enough work from school zzz
And so that's how my day ended...

Class outing!

My first post =)
So let me talk about yesterday's event...
Yesterday, there was supposed to be a class outing...
Out of the 23 ppl i smsed, only around 5 replied =( sad...
In the end,only 4 ppl (Audrey,Lydia,Rayson and me) went for the outing...
Nevertheless,i must say that yesterday had been fun =)

First,we went to the grassroots club in YCK to play pool...
Lydia was so unlucky haha...she kept sinking the black ball and lost to me and rayson lol...
I won because of pure luck(Lydia was skilled but i won because she was unlucky)

After pool, we went to an arcade in AMK...
I wasnt really in the mood for playing arcade(never was) so i only played for a short while and watched the rest play...
After that, Rayson to go off to meet his Canberra friends...

So now it was down to the three of us(Lydia,Audrey and me)
After arcade,we did mostly nothing,just sitting around and crapping with each other XD
Audrey wanted to watch a movie,but Lydia was supposed to meet her mother and i had to go home early... Sry sis...
In the end,she watched the movie with her friend from another CTG

Lydia went off at around 5.30,leaving me alone with Audrey...
So we just continued chatting about some random stuffs...
There were some silent moments coz i couldn't find anything to say :P
Sry for making things awkward sis...
I waited till around 6.10, until the time when Audrey's friend called,telling her that she's already in AMK HUB...

Then Audrey thought i was taking 853 home,so she showed me where the bus stop was...
I thought that she was going to meet her friend there LOL..
I asked her,"where are we going?"
then she said,"i take u to the bus stop with 853"
then i was like,"no,no i'm taking 135 from the interchange"
In the end, we both laughed XD
So, we split up in the waiting stand for 135...
I went home, while she went to find her friend to watch the movie...

And so that was the end of yesterday's supposedly class outing =)