Sunday, April 19, 2009

Me against my family

Today is an incredibly GREAT day...

And on this FANTASTIC day,
everyone in my family just turned against me...again...(lost track of the counts)
and the credits goes to my bro...yet again...

Started the day with a heavy revision for physics lecture test...
Then continued with chemistry...
Studied with only small breaks in between...
So i was damn tired...
Needed a break...
So i decided to play one dota match...
Had to do it secretly,coz my parents are super strict...

My bro was also playing dota and he was losing...
Being the crazy asshole that he is,
he will cry and scream and become enraged when he loses a game...
He started throwing his tantrums and sputing random bullshits...

At this time,my parents asked us to go and change...
We were going to meet up with a property agent who would show us our possible new condo...
Our house just got sold and we are going to move soon...
I didnt recall saying that i wanted to go view the condo as i had simply too much things to do...
My bro was the mouth that kept on saying "i wanna go see the condo"
So now when the time came, he didnt want to go...And he was barking and barking...

And unfortunately,I was the target of his temper...again...
He was screaming at me,forcing me to go...And when i said i didnt want to go,he told my mum that i was playing secretly...
She flared up at me...asking me to reflect on how i did for my Os...
I was just taking a small 1hour break...And suddenly i become a wronged victim of untimely circumstances...My dad butted in too and gave me a lecture...My bro added fuel to the fire by saying that if i didnt go,i would play secretly at home...

In the end,I didnt go along with them,but before they left,they gave me a long,cold stare...
Sigh...
Why must i be the one to always get into this complicated mess...
I'm tired of this...
I'm sick of this...

I've had enough pressure and stress from school work...
And now,I have to face this...
How i wish i can run away...
My sanctuary have turned into hell...
Cant wait for tomorrow...
The day when i can talk to my friends...
And forget this horrible nightmare...

Sigh...
I just want a peaceful and carefree life...

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