Yeah you know, today's another day gone by with me thinking of you most of the day.
Well actually you know what?
Scrap that.
I've been thinking of you EVERY single day.
To tell you the truth, I'm tired.
Really, really tired.
I keep wondering.
These 3 years, all the time and effort I spent.
What do they mean to you?
Are you not even the slightest bit touched?
Do you know that you're the first and only girl that I've ever gone so far for?
I wonder...
Will you be touched?
If you know just how much tears I shed over you.
If you know how much anger I felt, when your feelings were toyed around
If you know just how happy I feel seeing you smile, especially if I were the one to make you smile
Will you?
But well I guess you don't know all these stuffs.
These are all the invisible part of my emotions.
And so I can't blame you.
But aren't the visible part of my actions enough?

I'm still keeping my fingers crossed for you.
Hoping that one day, you'll finally see who really cares.

Been long since I updated this blog...

Was talking to Liang about Fu Xing and his diary.

And I suddenly have the urge to post again somehow.

Well it's been... A few months.

Lots of things between me and her changed...

And one way or another, here I am yet again, still trying to woo her.

Although I've got the feeling that the ending will still be the same.

But I just can't help but to try one LAST time ( I hope )

Lots of clues are pointing to the same outcome...

But I just won't give up.

Yeah I know I'm naive and maybe just plain dumb.

But that's what love makes u do right?

Stupid stuffs.

I really hope that this time it'll be different.

Really praying for a miracle to occur.

Sigh.

Oh wells.

But maybe it's better to just get rejected STRAIGHT in the face.

Then maybe I'll really give up this time.

For GOOD.

Ah wells...