Fatigue

Been 1½ week since i last posted...
Really couldn't find time...
Been like super busy with homework and tests and stuffs...(especially PI)
Only slept 4 hours last night and didn't sleep at all the night before that...
Despite all that...
I barely made it for my tests...
Got E for both chem and phy lecture test...
Need to start studying super hard...
Else I'll be retained next year...
Stressed...
Depressed...
Anxious...
ZZZ...
Need someone to give me a good advice on what to do...
I can't even think properly anymore...
Going to be swallowed up by fatigue soon...

Chained Reaction of Unluckiness

Today is an extremely shitty day...
Studied for physics lecture test during the weekends...
But in the end today go lecture theatre for test still dunno how to do...

Sigh...
I sacrificed maths homework to study for physics...
I thought that the teacher will go through in class...So i didnt do...Since my teacher never checks...
In the end he never go through but must pass up...so i got screwed up badly...
Had to stay back for "extra lessons" which is something like detention but he asked us to do more work there...

After i finished had to rush for table tennis training...
Was already super late...
But still need to run 2.4km for physical training...

After training,
I went to the bus stop but i missed my bus...had to wait for another 30 min...
When i was about to reach home, I just noticed that i misplaced my table tennis bat...
Then i went WTF?????
Dammit la...

I think I left it when i was doing some stuffs for the teacher and coach...

They were like vice-captain,go and give out this schedule to everyone,vice-captain,go see if there are any more balls lying around...Then I forgot to put my bat back into my bag...
I frantically sms-ed everyone for the teacher in charge's hp no...
He said tomorrow he'll help me open up the dungeon...

But i dunno if my bat will still be there...
Let's pray that it will be there...
The bat holds many memories for me...
So I'm super sad...

Sigh...
All this started from yesterday...
I wonder why once one thing goes wrong, everything starts to go wrong too...

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Me against my family

Today is an incredibly GREAT day...

And on this FANTASTIC day,
everyone in my family just turned against me...again...(lost track of the counts)
and the credits goes to my bro...yet again...

Started the day with a heavy revision for physics lecture test...
Then continued with chemistry...
Studied with only small breaks in between...
So i was damn tired...
Needed a break...
So i decided to play one dota match...
Had to do it secretly,coz my parents are super strict...

My bro was also playing dota and he was losing...
Being the crazy asshole that he is,
he will cry and scream and become enraged when he loses a game...
He started throwing his tantrums and sputing random bullshits...

At this time,my parents asked us to go and change...
We were going to meet up with a property agent who would show us our possible new condo...
Our house just got sold and we are going to move soon...
I didnt recall saying that i wanted to go view the condo as i had simply too much things to do...
My bro was the mouth that kept on saying "i wanna go see the condo"
So now when the time came, he didnt want to go...And he was barking and barking...

And unfortunately,I was the target of his temper...again...
He was screaming at me,forcing me to go...And when i said i didnt want to go,he told my mum that i was playing secretly...
She flared up at me...asking me to reflect on how i did for my Os...
I was just taking a small 1hour break...And suddenly i become a wronged victim of untimely circumstances...My dad butted in too and gave me a lecture...My bro added fuel to the fire by saying that if i didnt go,i would play secretly at home...

In the end,I didnt go along with them,but before they left,they gave me a long,cold stare...
Sigh...
Why must i be the one to always get into this complicated mess...
I'm tired of this...
I'm sick of this...

I've had enough pressure and stress from school work...
And now,I have to face this...
How i wish i can run away...
My sanctuary have turned into hell...
Cant wait for tomorrow...
The day when i can talk to my friends...
And forget this horrible nightmare...

Sigh...
I just want a peaceful and carefree life...

Failure upon failure

Sigh...
Today was screwed up...

Slept late last night...
But still had to go for PE...
Luckily the training wasnt that tough compared to usually...

Had Maths exam for Statistics
But the moment i tried to do the questions
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I blanked out...
Couldnt remember everything i studied...
And after staying up late until 1am-2am for two nights...
*Sigh*
Why did this have to happen to me....
I don't feel like moving on anymore...

Damn it...
Fate...
Why are u always so cruel towards me?

*Sigh*
To everyone else who took the exam, good luck to all of u...

Wow...
Been forever since i last posted...
Can't help it =(
JC life is so busy...

Ok...
So today was like any other wednesdays...
Except the fact that all lessons end earlier by 10min =)
So we ended up getting dismissed at around 12noon...
Had to wait for 2½ hours for my cca to start =(
Ok so me,Rayson,Zhi Hui went to the library...
Our purpose was to study but i got sidetracked XP
Met Nigel and talked to him about dota and stuff o.O
Then time just flew by...
And it was time to go for table tennis lol :D

Anyway,
Today we settled lots of things...
All the admin stuff and schedule...
And we had our first REAL training =P
Was very tiring...
But I found it fun :DD

And guess what?
They chose the "successors" to the diff posts today...
I got saboh-ed by Nigel zzz
He shout out my name for the vice captain post...
Then Kah Hwa,Sean and Titus was like
Albert...
Albert...
Kept repeating my name over and over again...
And so...
I got the vice captain post...
Damn unexpected sia...

Ok la...
Quite happy about it :D
But confirm need to do lots of stuff de...
So will be more busy than ever...
But I will try even harder...
To give everything my best effort...

Jiayou to myself haha XP
If I am not a good leader pls tell me and I will try to change =)
Nitez ppl...Sweet dreams