Fallen Shinigami

Yeah you know, today's another day gone by with me thinking of you most of the day.
Well actually you know what?
Scrap that.
I've been thinking of you EVERY single day.
To tell you the truth, I'm tired.
Really, really tired.
I keep wondering.
These 3 years, all the time and effort I spent.
What do they mean to you?
Are you not even the slightest bit touched?
Do you know that you're the first and only girl that I've ever gone so far for?
I wonder...
Will you be touched?
If you know just how much tears I shed over you.
If you know how much anger I felt, when your feelings were toyed around
If you know just how happy I feel seeing you smile, especially if I were the one to make you smile
Will you?
But well I guess you don't know all these stuffs.
These are all the invisible part of my emotions.
And so I can't blame you.
But aren't the visible part of my actions enough?

I'm still keeping my fingers crossed for you.
Hoping that one day, you'll finally see who really cares.