Fallen Shinigami

You said okay when i said let's keep everything like it was...

But it was a lie is it not?

I know there will be a huge gap between us now...

It hurts...

There's a gaping hole left in my heart now...

Only you can fill this hole...

If only I hadn't met u...

I probably wouldn't have to feel this painful...

This sad...

This sorrowful...

And my tears...

Probably wouldn't be overflowing like this...

However,

if i hadn't met u...

I wouldn't have been able...

To feel and experience happiness...

I wouldn't have been able to feel...

So dear...

So warm...

And so blessed...

But it's all over now...

Now...

I'll just continue to hold back my tears...

And look up at the sky...

I miss all the times we spent together...

Why do u have to do this to me?