When i saw ur name pop out...
My heart skipped a bit...
I was quite happy...
Wondering what the msg is all about...
I thought...
Maybe after i stayed away for so long...
U finally missed me?
Sighs...
My hopes were dashed...
As soon as i opened the msg...
U asked me about the list of chem organic notes...
U could have asked others...
But why me?
It must have been because others were not there?
That u finally decided to ask me?
So i'm just a substitute to u?
Who only appears in the back of ur mind when u have a need for me?
Sigh...
I'm tired...
Why do u keep getting my hopes up...
Just to destroy them again...
Don't u know how hard it is for me?
Can u just push me away?
Slap me?
Or do anything that will hurt me so much?
If u're not interested in me?
Don't leave me hanging...
Sigh...
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