Fallen Shinigami

Been hanging out with u more again and smsing u again...

I really thought that u finally realised that I'm actually important to u...

I thought that hope would come through this time...

Sigh...

How stupid i was...

To continuously and naively believed in hope...

All that awaits me...

Is only despair...

Sighs...

I offered to accompany u to look around the Zinc shop again...

But didnt know that Shu Li and Bhavs were coming too...

Well that was alright...

But...

What hurts was...

U didnt even try to make an effort to talk to me...

And I really couldnt say anything to butt into ur conversations...

Whatever did I go there for?

Since u had them to accompany u...

To just stone?

Sighs...

And...

When Bhavs asked me,"Albert,do u have a crush on someone now?"

I wanted to say ur name out loud...

And say that it's not only a crush...

I live for u...

U are my everything...

Haven't u realised that?

Sighs...

Whatever...

Why did i have to get my hopes up?

I'm such an idiot...