Getting that empty feeling again...
I'm always left out everywhere...
An abomination...
That's what I am...
Cast aside and thrown away without the slightest thought...
That's just how my life is...
I'm missing u again...
These feelings and memories of u are lingering...
U're the only one who can fill the void...
Did u think that it was only a casual remark or a crush when i told u that i like u?
I really wish that u were here...
To accompany me...
But at the same time...
I'm staying away from u...
Adhering to what would be best for u...
Giving in to what u want...
Even though it pains me...
I'd gladly give anything up for u...
If only u know how much u really mean to me...
I know u think of me as ur brother...
Or maybe brother is just a term that we use...
Maybe u think of me as a mere friend...
But that's not how it is for me...
Don't look at someone who's far away...
Don't try to reach further...
But instead...
Be aware of the person who's in ur surroundings...
Of the person who'll always be there for u...

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