Fallen Shinigami

Heh...

I don't really amount to anything everywhere...

Be it in sec school...

Or jc...

Or to u...

Look's like i'm just that invisible person...

Who only exists when u all have a need for me...

I don't really learn from lessons do I?

I should've known...

That going for that stupid gathering would have been a complete waste of time...

Yet...

I merrily agreed...

Deep down in my heart...

Hoping that somehow...

Maybe today i can finally fit in...

I just dont give up...

Even after so many letdowns...

After so many disappointments...

Whatever...

Maybe i'm just destined to be alone forever...

Went to heart of god ytd...

Was supposed to be there for 40 min...

Ended up being there for like 3 hours...

Worship session...

About language of love...

3rd language of love: gifts...

-Be considerate of the recipient's needs

-Don't recycle gifts

-How u give the gift is as important as how much the gift is worth

-...

-...

The whole time i was there...

U were on my mind...

I was thinking of u...

I wanted to cry...

But...

I held it back...

Sigh...

I'll give u something to really remember me by...

And i hope u'll treasure it...

I still really really care about u...