Sigh...
All i could do...
Was lie down and reminisce...
How i missed those days...
I remembered i would wait for u after class...
And we would always take the long route home...
I'd send u home...
And reach home late...
I talked to u about all the problems i could possibly have...
Because no matter what problems i have...
I'd feel like everything will be fine with u around...
You're the only one i ever told...
Because even though i am a colossal loser...
U'd still accept me all the same...
Despite my insecurities...
And all my stupid fucking decisions...
You never once judged me...
So i told u it all...
How i was having problem with my family...
How i was having problem blending in with the class...
How i had a crush on Jia Min...
As time passed...
And the stories changed...
You still sat and listened to every word...
Why did u have to leave?
I still had so much to tell u...
I thought that...
It'd be alright...
It'd be just the usual thing...
U ignoring me for a while...
And then everything would just fall back into place...
But no...
This time...
U left me for good...
U didn't come back for me...
Why do i always do everything wrong...
Why was i so inattentive a friend...
And why did i only start missing u...
After i learned i want to see u again...........
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