How many more times do i have to feel like this?
Seriously fuck this
And just when i got the studying momentum
Sigh...
What do i lack?
Height?
Slimness?
Happy looks?
Apathy?
When i asked u out,to study,not even play...
U refused me outrightly...
And now...
Melvin/ Melvin&Thomas asked u out...
U agreed...
To play nevertheless...
Really...
Just..
What am I?
A toy?
Now that u've outgrown playing with me u throw me away...
Really...
Do u know how much i wanted to hang out with u?
Yet u didnt grant me that chance...
U cast me away...
Do u know how much it hurts just watching and standing idly by while i'm trapped by helplessness?
There's just too many things that i cant even begin to express in words...
Hate.
Jealousy.
Rage.
Sorrow.
Everything's coming together.
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