Fallen Shinigami

Looked through some old stuff in the com...

Found 3 photos that i forgot we took...

Those were taken during that time u went out a lot with Thomas...

Everyday..

It was Thomas this Thomas that...

And when that time Thomas sad u're his...

I didnt know what to do...

And when u said there was nth between u and him...

U dont know how relieved i was...

I thought...

Maybe...

I still stood a chance...

But now...

Even though Thomas is not there anymore...

What's happening between us?

Sighs...

Do u know?

Not one day has gone past without me thinking about u...

But what about u?

Are u seriously okay with not talking to me at all?

Do i really mean that little to u?

I've got a little bit of motivation to study now...

But as long as my feelings for u and this issue is not resolved...

I will never truly be able to focus on my studies...

So many things i want to tell u...

So many questions i want to ask...

Where,when and how do i start?

I cant bring myself to approach u...

I don't know...

All that i know...

Is that i still care about u...

So much that it hurts...

I'd wait...

No matter how long...

If u'd eventually come around...

But it's just not possible yea?

After all i'm not worth it (: